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i'm really really tired now, and there are other things that i should be doing but i think i'm just like too tired to think about them yet.

okay but i shall write about what happened the past few days before i forget.

wednesday: can't even remember what happened in school, but then like met val after school then went to orchard and walked around with her for like god knows how many hours and then ate and talked and everything <3333 (: i'm glad we went out! (: went kino for a while and read postsecrets. i feel so sad everytime i read that book, but i think half the stuff in there's like really sweet (but sad). and then after we came out of kino we saw this poor lost REALLY CUTE little boy, and then like the adults around were trying to help him find his mother, and it was really really heartwarming when the uncle asked him if he could rmb his mother's number, and he recited the individual numbers with such resolution, like he was trying his best to be brave.

haha had damn a lot of retarded fun also, like playing in taka's toy section and being scared by the eeyore HAHAHAHHAAAA and val you are <33 damn cute la hahaaa you must have made me laugh like a gazillion times with all the silly things you said/ did haha! but thankyou for being such a dear! (: and then after that at 6.30 went for lina's birthday dinner! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LINA! TO MY DEAREST FRIEND OF ER 9 YEARS (: and hahahaa 5 years of acquaintance before that (:

thursday: haha my memory is failing me! haha school is so inconsequential already, but had a nice and meaningful talk with pok and jiakang after school, but it made pok and i quite sad too. :/ then after that spent time with angel before going for bbhh house party (which was kind of sad) to eat and talk more.

but mr hodge's farewell was so nice and sweet! and touching! i think we'll all really miss the BFG haha

then after that talked more to angel (thank you <3- here i recall your very very mushy letter hahaaa) then went to the apple store at wheelock to check my ipod out before reaching home like quite late.

and then at night i was so tired but then because of the whole convo with pok and jiakang i decided to read all my past letters. started with those from 2a2b, then from princess cos of guides and then a few of my guides letters. i miss getting letters ): and when i read bob's letter <3 and then princess's many many guides letters, i realised how much i miss them. and PRINCESS ): i believe we havent had a phone call in ages what a contrast to those days of many calls a night woahh.


friday: skipped econs and resumed yesterday's topic, this time with pok and berny. and got sad again. cannot talk about this too often, quite depressing. but strangely i think i've accepted it so much like over the years that it doesnt hit me that strongly also? and yeah pok i think what you said last night to me is really sad, but ohsotrue.

pe today was fun though (: we played tennis! haha like i havent held a racquet in ages and then jiakang and i played against ms pang and berny and we lost 6-4 ): but it was a close match haha we just lost most of the deuces >< but it was really fun yay.

and then went for lunch with shiya and then came back for training. and it was so hot and derelyn wasnt here so after a while we gave up also cos we were all seriously going to get heatstroke if we continued. then after resting we decided to play captain's ball. haha dumb decision to wear boots and play haha i slipped with the ball and then like fell in this really contorted position. and was momentarily very stunned because i never believed myself capable of arranging myself in such a position haha like some funny variation of a split :O haha and then everyone around me looked damn shock also haha!

and then walked with val and karen to j8 and got bubble tea then turns out that val's friend was meeting her at j8 instead so waited with her before taking 13 home.

i think i should take 13 home more often. i finished reading the economist and then i had damn a lot of time still and then i just sat there and listened to my ipod and thought. actually i didnt really really think also. haha like i just thought about everything in general but had no energy to think hard and find answers for everything from the depths of my brain haha. and i almost didnt want to get off because i was enjoying the solitude and the ride so much. wanted to walk the long route home but then quite dark already then i was scared some construction worker would kidnap me so i took the shorter route but i walked very slowly. nice to have some time alone to just stone and think a bit after spending my time the last few weeks catching up with people everyday and being so busy.

okay and i think there's something wrong with me i'm getting tired so easily. it's strange how like i have random spurts of energy and sometimes can stay up until damn late but these few days i feel like i'm being drained.

shall go off and read a bit of harry potter and the deathly gallows now. dunno sudden urge haha. and then sleep. tmr got the silly nus thing i shall bring a book to read there.

and sunday i dont know if i should stay home and think about all the things that i have temporarily pushed to the back of my head because i'm too tired to think about them properly. and finish up all the letters i owe haha shit like jolyn's princess's lina's birthday letters shucks. or if i should go shopping haha. shall see how. okay nightt (: